I hate the mood swings. One moment I can be feeling totally fine, happy even, like it’s going to be a perfect day – and then something happens. Nothing big, nothing meaningful even, just something minor that I see or hear or even just think about and my mood crashes. Sometimes I don’t even know what brings the mood swing about.
Today was a good day, until I went from being happy and content and looking forward to the rest of the day to feeling empty and like I can’t stand being within myself anymore. I try to do things to keep my mind off the feeling, but it’s impossible. I’m irritable and literally everything annoys me to no end. I can’t even be bothered to write more about it now because I feel myself going ever more angry inside.
I wish I knew how to make it go away!